Between forgiveness and longing (sold)

Asking for forgiveness is an action of inner longing towards the non-angry primary self. The self that feels light as a feather carried in the wind, frequenting one moment and another. The curious self, devoid of social etiquette, barriers, masks and heavy weights that do not allow for the spread of wings and flight. The self that is not pushed into a gloomy corner, the one who speaks simply, communicates with his environment easily, in friendships, empathy and sympathy, in the wisdom of self-space versus the space of the one who comes in front of him.
Apology is a slow and cumbersome move up a mountain whose summit is in a fog. The steps to it are hesitant and made under a heavy gray cloud, a cloud trying to blind and stumble. The best forecasters will warn us not to hike to such peaks, where the road is not clearly visible, but the best forecasters do not understand that when you reach these peaks of forgiveness, something else happens there. The gloomy clouds give way to the blue of the sky, the road clears and the stones in the backpack carried on the back fly out of it like butterflies of longing towards the ungrateful initial self.